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Have you met your angles this holiday season?
When Brian Morgan said in the sermon:
if you are attentive, God’s angle will visit you and look at you in the eyes, saying hello God’s favorite one…receive Jesus” (http://www.pbcc.org/sermons/media/1663.mp3)
I was desperate to meet my angel and receive my Jesus.
The beginning of this holiday is not so good for me. Because most of the holiday letters from my friends in the corporate world from my previous life, have included a big section on their career of 2011, including two of them finding new jobs, two friends’ company got acquired with one having the financial freedom to possibly quit and not working for $ anymore, one got promoted to full-time professor, one finished residency and got started as a medical doctor…I suddenly got reminded I did not accomplish much career wise in 2011. Can I re-life 2011? Or shall I in a hurry to figure out about my career accomplishments in the last two weeks of 2011?
Where is my God? My focus and my savior? I want to meet my personal angel.
I first stayed at home then realizing my husband would not transform figure into an angel, I went to places where I can meet strangers and travelers. I received nothing.
I need to meet an angel for me to make it into 2012.
Cooking oil in our kitchen ran out. After shopping for cooking oil, I stepped into a tiny produce store where I’d like to do window-shopping in. The next thing happened was tear running down my cheeks because I saw bunch of sugar cane there. My grandfather started to grow green sugar cane for me in his yard after I was born, it is a symbol for his love and our strong tie. And this is a secret in our family only my mom and my grandma would know.
I am not only received my angel, and now they are in me, and I shared it with my husband and neighbors.
God has all the wisdoms beyond what I ever could imagine.
